Clase Drene

I have lost hope, I have given up on maintaining my faith. And this is something I alone have the power to change, the trust of being aware of who I am is as pointless as not being aware at all,.. I no longer seek a path - or anything to take with me,.. Beyond 'my' willingness to be free is a lifeless dead end,.. And 'now' has lost the hope that I had trusted in for so long,,

I want more sleep

Log in space..4:20pm ate tums ,, 420-reporting..--Near

dammit I have to eat again really sucks this food idea..

Yep half a century later still no one knows what they are doing /// ahah

Vomit, woke up with my body just rejecting the stuff in me, and yes I vomited thru my nose it burns and such,,, pillow got vomit on it,, the bed is a mess,, I don't fell sick but puking m,,

I am seeing green shadows in the dark.

Unconditionally forgiven always, because love is at the heart of all things always,..

stating the obvious: today is Friday tgif..

the word of the day is,.. hydrophilic what is your word of the day?

I was eleven when mom died... twenty one when dad passed I do not know what fifty will be like but half a month away seems like forever and so so so on..

ok this is becoming an epidemic.. what?- you say -in our first world diet is epidemically happening? It is the ability to remember our passwords.. face it - we can't remember lots of things / this password key locks are just the tip of the daily life we live in the first world.

Wait for it,,,,wait for it,.. ok if you don't wait for it, it will not come.

does anyone feel like following me about and recording the spew of wisdom words by I all the time..? mmmm They did that in college but I ended up paranoid people were following me ,,. go figure... the current spew... If you don't take a break from your intense life style still it will break you..

actually I might upload some video work if you start doing things that are more interesting

going to do brush and ink work for some times i need to.

drinking some ginger tea with camomile flowers and lemon juice and strawberry tea bags.boiled for a bit on the stove

the never ending wending tunnels of light...

I hate "then" and "than" two normal words that just don't get along.

I am a silly person just because it is so funny that the universe was sucked into a quantum singularity and could not find its way out: I laugh ha ha ... ha,

With the greater state of being and non-being merging into themselves again.. things won't be the same. but don't mind me I am just writing it all down so that we will know who did what when? and put it into the movie or not. not...

::: And the size of my hard-drives: I have a 3 terabyte external drive. internal I have one and a half terabytes.. I can't find the song i just produced it is somehow saved to what ever point on the computer and the access is breaking down my mind by giving me too too many places where the new song could be and using that resent file option does not help at all either. so sometimes I just throw my hands in the air .. or something.:::

I was given the letter B for everyone to describe me with a word that begins with the letter "B" and then I will give you a letter if you give me a word.