Clase Drene

I have lost hope. And there is nothing new there. right? I have lost the want, will and or need to live any kind of life further; it just does not work either insane and or sane it does not matter. my values in and of my hated selves are meaningless, what are there now left after I give up on life and by my surrender to a life i have never known, I know most people do not go to sleep thinking of suicide, I sorta figured that out, somehow. most people do not dread waking. and most people d...