Clase Drene

just watched Equilibrium from 2002 this is the review I wrote during the show..brutal, I don't think I could last in this, on this world... thinking this is about the Librium or Soma from brave new would--- atlas is art - first flaw is the architecture that presents emotional responses from them... cleric's fighting clerics what is this coming to. - I know you are feeling this --- it is the dream of the android that has no emotions to know emotions... he has a little monster for a kid.., I...

I have the fans on and am considering putting the air conditioning on again.. maybe.... it is so hot... I am losing my mind..

We put things on the tree,..

More logging of the eye dr,.@faybennettr

Eye dr's office

EVERYTHING ,,, everything is on my mind fb so just get out of my mind.. OK?

Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes,..Thanks for taking time out to say happy birthday,..Love all of you,..

is one less tooth in his head ... removed at 2:22pm today

Is anyone allowed to do anything

And now what are you going to post?????Ok off to the desktop not because it is better then this by a long shot but

It is NOT procrastination but a very strong sense of having patience with everything ,...

jump in....growth in anger growth in peace... and that anger is violent like the negative thoughts we release to the one... oneness onelessness of thoughts and ,, - If I were called I Would answer ,,, would you?

In timeless realities and or so much more

I have mastered my fate and I control my soul with self manipulations of the grand soul of souls as That can manifest time as real... nothing is more real then realities within my mind and worlds of thought like the abacus above my bed as I look out my crib's window as a young one that knows nothing as invincible as life's end and beginning below me is just more, of the same. so what - ever I know is now known as forever and endless like being the victor between good and evil or ,,, not.

[rant]-ok so In the sense of quality of life --- my theme for the day.. I feel that because I have to pay.. for my air conditioner to run right now since the landlord has the heat on === or suffer ,, and melt,, (help me help me) and since my air is really not powerful enoght to go up against my apartment's heat delevery .. I am suffering ... (modern life) and as such can not do what I want.. keep this hot computer on with the music instruments and make more music ,, btw I have the window o...

I have gone crazy but don't worry I have gone there before... same old same old.

I could not sleep so - I will let you know what I know - it is that the sounds that are guide the ones that can follow the sounds that are... the voice guide us thru the sky beyond light and dark into the higher planes of experience were existence is not real and reality has no existence as it is. we know ... this experience is now everywhere we all are.

Today, it means anything, but nothing is more important because.. a republican does not care about anything where nothing is always more important ... this makes perfect sense for the republican but the democrat is lost, without doubt, in the national liberal hangover and after a party or part party part not - apart of - fell out of the way when there is no way to go: anymore.... so what.. nation wide depression sets in for the political intellectuals and surf noises seem ominous or so it goes.

I do not expect only act, I need not expect anything at all.. it is all action - this is a must... otherwise nothing ,,, not one thing will change.

Nothing is perfect... I am nothing but - I am not perfect.. the first cause does not exist... because for the first cause to exist It would have a beginning and an end.. a cause and an effect - both cause and effect are one thereby the beginning is the end is the beginning ... this is not the cause. - this is the reason.

Woken up so that I am awakened - say morning world - it is a "new" day..

I need to be in the right now... any other "now" is wrong... you know?

Oh joy. I am going diabetically blind,,,besides having one of those sucky lives now I am to eventually not get to see anything, or anybody - I know my life is getting worse, there is no cup neither half full or half empty -

going in part two.

Been focusing too intensely on the God of suicide and I am just going to assume that this is not what everyone else is doing? Which sorta adds to feeling lonely,. Alone and cast-out for being and also Knowing what a life of torture really is,.. I can not tell if posting these current thoughts is helping me at all,.. With The constantly increasing isolationism's feeding itself with itself followed by night terrors again and over again,, sleeping is, really useless -- mind tricks that torture...