Trellis Vondaryan

June 13, 2017

Hello Ensigns, welcome! Hope to see you around sometime!

June 11, 2017

((Science Lab 4, Deck 12 -- USS Za))

Johnson: You sure?

::Doctor man said he was fine but he sure didn't look it.::

Skyfire: Yeah. I just--

::He hesitated a bit too long. So she changed topic. If he didn't want to talk, he didn't want to talk.::

Johnson: Okay, so how do we prevent an outbreak here, eh?

DeVeau: Well, first thing, keep these things in containment. I would do double backups just in case.

::She nodded. Dangerous things needed containment. She didn't want to think about what might happen if these things got loose. The simulations they ran were quite enough.::

DeVeau: Next thing? I’d like to find a way to combat it, inoculate against it, something. We’ll need to study it further of course, but I want a way to deal with things should we run into this. If these people are now venturing out into space, they’re going to start interacting - after all, we’ve just met them. We’ll need to make sure this doesn’t become a problem.

Johnson: As I said before, cher, humanoid physiology is way too varied to create a complete cure. But maybe we can do something else. ::she tapped a finger on the console:: So what do you have?

DeVeau: I’ve only just started, so nothing yet, but with more brains added, I’m sure we’ll be able to figure something out between the two of us. Fortunately, these were caught by the transporter, so it’s not as if we have an issue on board at the moment.

Skyfire: No...but we may have a problem when the away team returns.

::Haylie narrowed her eyes. Trellis was on that away team. They would need a cure of some sort before then. She'd already lost too many family members to terrible accidents. And he was like family.::

DeVeau: Why?

Skyfire: They opted to take a shuttle down to the planet. Chances are that since we didn't get a chance to act with our guests while they were here, they couldn't provide us with any intel such as whether these things are a risk to our crew. To the best of my knowledge, nobody's given any concern to EVA suits either because we were still studying these things before we had a chance to recommend it.

DeVeau: :: groaning:: Please tell me you’re joking.

::She groaned. That didn't sound right.::

Johnson: I thought they beamed over, cher. But that's still at least four people, no?

Skyfire: Exactly.... The ones I know are on the away team include the captain, Vondaryan, Pandorn, and Blair. ::He paused and pinched the bridge of his nose.:: Computer, who of the Za's staff has ventured to the Pathfinder?

::The computer chirped its list of names. Haylie recognized almost all of the names, even the crewmen assigned to the engineering teams, though not that head of engineering himself. There were far too many people who might have been exposed. She let out a low whistle.

::Looking over at boss man doctor she was pretty sure he was still feeling a wee bit sick. She hoped he wouldn't be too laid up if it came to it.::

DeVeau: Computer, patch me through to the captain. =/\= DeVeau to Captain Rhani. =/\=

::There were many times she was glad she wasn't a senior officer. Having to deliver bad news like this was one of those times. So she mostly stayed quiet during the conversation, trying to run tests and analyze data as it came in.::

Rhani: =/\= Go ahead. =/\=

DeVeau: =/\= Please tell me you haven’t made it to the Pathfinder yet... =/\=

Rhani: =/\= Over an hour ago, Commander. =/\=

::Another low whistle as she listened. Had they been trying to figure out this cure for an hour already? Less than three days to get it all figured out.::

DeVeau: =/\=Captain, I need you to get out of there. The critter that was trapped in the buffers, it’s carrying a virus. I suspect that our new friends are immune to it, but if you exposed to it...let’s just say you won’t be around for much longer. =/\=

Vondaryan: =/\= I'm sorry, Commander, but we just can't do that. =/\=

Rhani: =/\= I doubt you’re exaggerating for effect, Commander, but how bad are we talking about? =/\=

DeVeau: =/\= It’s VERY bad. =/\=

::It seemed boss lady wasn't afraid to be blunt either. She knew there was a reason she and the lady got along so well.::

Skyfire: =/\= Eventually fatal if not reversed. =/\=

DeVeau: =/\= I recommend returning to the Za immediately. =/\=

::Now it was her to to be blunt. She knew how much Trellis needed information, so she gave it to him. No sugar coating needed.::

Johnson: =/\= Every test we've run says death occurs within 72 hours, cher. =/\=

Vondaryan: =/\= Then we've got almost 70 hours to continue our on mission. Thank you for the information. =/\=

Rhani: =/\= Commander Vondaryan’s blissful confidence notwithstanding, some sort of countermeasure would be a remarkably good thing for you to have by the time we get back. =/\=

::She knew her friend well enough to understand his optimism. He had a natural habit of seeing the best in people and things, despite everything he'd seen. She wasn't about to let him down now.::

Skyfire: =/\= Working on it, Captain. =/\=

Vondaryan: =/\= Well, call us when you have one then. =/\=

Johnson: =/\= Indeed, cher. You'll be the first to know. =/\=

::She was sure he could hear her smiling through the line. Like him she was wildly optimistic. Though many people liked to call it headstrong. She'd be damned if anything was going to stop her doing what she wanted to do. Consequences were for people who didn't know better.::

Rhani; =/\= Good hunting, people. And thanks for the warning. =/\=

DeVeau: =/\= But...=/\=

::Uh oh, boss lady was not happy. She sputtered. Boss doctor pinched his nose. He wasn't happy either. Leave it to her to be the only one to see the faith the senior staff had in them.::

DeVeau: I’m sorry, but I’m really irritated at them right now.

Skyfire: One of my simulations showed a beam-in with the critter becoming part of the crew's cellular structure. It may have a different effect dependent on physiology.

DeVeau: Well, yes, that’s a possibility, though usually that sort of thing happening is low on the list of possibilities.

Skyfire: Not at all, only simulation results and theory based on them. What I'm saying is that either Rhani or Vondaryan's physiology may react differently than a human's. An additional seven hours, perhaps. If we beam them in, we may not be able to filter out the creatures, because by that time it will likely have mutated into their cellular structure.

::That didn't sound good.::

DeVeau: We need to get to work. We have less than 72 hours to figure out how to beat this thing.

Johnson: Working on it already, cher. ::she noticed doctor boss man fidgeting.:: You have an idea already?

Skyfire: One idea only. Take the recipe for the Skyfire Cure and tailor it to reverse the virus' effects on the bug. It's not my greatest plan. The original formula is stored in the LCARS computer.

DeVeau: We can try it, but I’ll be honest, I don’t think it’s going to work.

::She pulled up the formula on her console to begin reading. Though she'd read it already it never hurt to brush up on the information. Her initial take was that it would take almost too much work to refine the cure.::

Skyfire: Your theory, Alora?

DeVeau: That virus is a totally different beast from this thing. Honestly, I think our time and energy would be better spent on tailoring whatever treatment we have to this particular virus.

Johnson: I agree, cher. There's too many differences I see already between the Skyfire cure and these little creatures here.

Skyfire: Right. It'll be a lot harder to create a serum from scratch, just so you're aware.

Johnson: We at least have the creatures to work with, no? And maybe the outline of the Skyfire cure as a guide. But everything always comes from scratch.

DeVeau: All right, let’s put our heads together…

::She turned back to her console, bringing up all the data they'd amassed so far.::

Johnson: This is everything we have, cher. Where you want to start?

DeVeau: What if we started by looking at the way it mutated?

Skyfire: It's a thought. How do you figure?

::A few commands later a long list of all the mutations between clones -- generations? -- was on the screen.::

DeVeau: I mean, if we were able to figure that out, then find a way to slow it down or stop it, it would give us more time, and possibly open the doors to an actual cure.

Johnson: It looks pretty random to me so far.

::She created an analysis algorithm to help crunch the numbers when she noticed boss doctor stood up, an isolinear chip in his hand.::

Johnson: This is just a cursory glance, though, no. ::she looked up at him:: Where you headed, cher?

Skyfire: Understood. I need some coffee if I'm going to be of any use...I've got the data. :: He holds up the chip. :: ...then heading to take it to sickbay to work. :: He glanced to Alora :: By your leave, of course.

DeVeau: All right.

Johnson: I could do with a cup of coffee myself. This is going to be a long night. ::Perhaps a few long nights.:: You want anything, cher?

::As doctor boss man left she went to one of the replicators to get the drinks. She inhaled the coffee, savoring its aroma before taking that first, beautiful sip. There was one thing she liked about her Vissian friend. They enjoyed the smell of food and drink much more so than their human counterparts. But she could never get him to enjoy the bliss that was coffee, despite its rich and gorgeous smell.::

DeVeau: A glass of chocolate milk, please. ::beat:: Never mind. Make that a chocolate milkshake. Extra chocolate.

Johnson: Should we pull in the whole science crew on this, cher? As you said, fresh eyes don't hurt nothing. ::smiling widely:: Though I think between you, me and doctor man we can get this done in time.

DeVeau: It would hurt, but...I hope so. Still, I don’t want to overlook anything, or miss the opportunity to find the answer faster. That might be worth calling in more people.

::Her console beeped. The algorithm had completed its cycle. She looked at it quizzically. Just in time for doctor boss man to come back in with his own steaming mug of deliciousness and a set of medical tools.::

Johnson: Oh, that's some good information, cher.

DeVeau: What is it?

Johnson: According to this, the mutations seem random at first glance. But the genes are actually mutating according to the golden ratio.

Skyfire: So that means...?

::She shook her head.::

Johnson: All I know is that these little critters have every 1.618th gene mutating each generation. Though they have a lot of genes, that might help explain some of the redundancies.

--
Lt JG Haylie Johnson
Xenobiology Specialist
Simmed by:

Lieutenant Commander Trellis Vondaryan
First Officer
USS Za
O239208TV0

June 11, 2017

Trellis is rocking this fine tux, with a lovely lady by his side.

June 11, 2017

7 hours ago, Mirra Ezo said:

Yes. Yes he is.

I'm not sure what Flynn does is technically called "dating."

June 8, 2017

22 minutes ago, Mirra Ezo said:

Well if you people would stop unnecessarily hurting yourselves/losing visibility you wouldn't HAVE to fear the Mirra!

It's not MY fault there was a mysterious holodeck accident that made me go invisible.

June 8, 2017

11 hours ago, Theo Whittaker said:

Forty decks? Try forty light years!

I'm on a completely different ship in a completely unexplored area of the galaxy, much more than 40 light years away, and I still fear Mirra.

June 6, 2017

Awesome job finishing! Welcome to the Fleet!

June 2, 2017

The sizzle of BBQs is in the air, the smell of the pool or beach fills our noses and Awards season is here. But before we jump into (the pool) and the rest, let's give a shout out to everyone who helped May rolling along with an almost full News cycle:

Congratulations to Lt JG. Choi Ji-hu on his first AND second article about a ship and species closeup;
The Federation News Service contributed the monthly vessel reports once again, eight in all;
LtCmdr. Shayne & LtCmdr. Valdivia together submitted four Poll of the Week articles;
Ens. Sorel Kaidun contributed another article about the science of sci-fi;
LtCmdr. Traenor submitted two Top Sims Contest articles;
LtCmdr. Jorey submitted a Featured Bio Contest article;
Capt. Rahman submitted the article about monthly post totals;
Cmdr. Blair contributed an article about the Academy applications/graduates;
Cpt. Taybrim wrote a Witty Wordsmith writing workshop article;
and Admrl. Wolf submitted nine articles, including the announcement of Admiral Reynolds' promotion (congratulations!), the latest donors, two interviews and that the annual Awards nominations are open.

Thanks everyone for all your hard work! Now let's go nominate some people for awards and enjoy some sun!

June 2, 2017

47 minutes ago, Mirra Ezo said:

She'll stop sassing when she's dead. And even that is up for debate...

Is there a Betazoid afterlife where she'll continue to be sassy?

May 31, 2017

Funny, I recently got around to watching this too. I was thoroughly unimpressed with it. It wasn't as bad as Into Darkness (which I liked initially then hated upon rewatch), but it was a very "eh" movie for me overall.

Like I initially thought, it was an action film that happened to be set in space and also happened to be Star Trek. Substitute a character and setting and it could easily have been another Fast and Furious film so far as I'm concerned.

The visual style didn't appeal to me, I thought the story was rather bland and didn't have a whole lot of emotional investment. There was some good character interaction, especially between Spock and Bones, and they did handle Nimoy's death well, but otherwise I was pretty bored with the movie.

May 31, 2017

((Science Lab 4, Deck 12 -- USS Za))

DeVeau: From what I have seen, the virus is actually taking over the critter itself, causes it to mutate, then devour some of its young. When passed into tissue samples, the samples began to mutate as well, but not like the creatures. That virus literally changed the structure of the samples, killing off the cells.

Skyfire: Interesting in a scary sort of way...

:: He'd meant it. It was scary in the same way that Barclay's Protomorphosis Syndrome was scary, but from what CD was able to observe, these weren't de-evolving. They were tribble-speed evolving into something more sophisticated and creepy. ::

Johnson: What might happen to us?

DeVeau: Well, I ran some tests using computer models...if this thing were to get into us...some nasty stuff would happen.

Skyfire: Did you run any simulations on humanoids?

Johnson: It wouldna matter what the simulations say. Biology is too different.

DeVeau: I don’t even want to think of it, honestly. Fortunately, the biofilters caught this little sucker...still, I wanted to get a fresh set of eyes as well as a medical perspective on this. ::She paused, then added.:: We can never know exactly how things react, but computer models are there to give us a best guess. From the results...best guess is pretty horrific and, as I said, the tissue samples were devasted, so...

Johnson: So what you want me to do, boss lady?

Skyfire: Your test results were saved, yes? Mind if I take a look before running some of my own?

Johnson: Good idea, cher. I'll look at them too, give you that fresh set of eyes, no.

DeVeau: Of course, by all means! That’s why I asked y’all here, after all.

:: As much as the idea of watching it disgusted him because of what he witnessed in the creature's behavior, he had to maintain that stoic air of calm and professionalism.He quickly cast his eyes over Alora's results and bit his lip to force back the wave of nauseating bile which rose to the back of his throat. He didn't get super-squeamish usually, but this did not look like it was going to be a usual circumstance. As he began to run his own simulations, he at least had the decency to keep it to the console in front of him rather than project it on the larger monitors. As Alora and Haylie continued to watch the gruesome little critters, CD kept his observations limited to the screen before him. While he was still running his own simulations, he was not liking the results. ::

:: The list of symptoms and possible outcomes was rising. Mutations, displaced organs, rearranging of the cellular structure, violent hemorrhages, seizures, insomnia, hallucinations, phased out limbs, blindness, dehydration, muscle spasms, transporter narcosis...the list went on as he continued to run tests. No two results were the same, even across the different species on the away team. The possibility of cannibalism wasn't out of the question either, but that had yet to appear on any of the simulations he'd looked at. He noticed, however, they all appeared to have one thing in common: they were all fatal. He was running them in quick succession with time accelerated to get an idea how long he'd have to act. Finally, one of the simulations revealed cannibalism, and his grip on the console tightened to a white-knuckled one as he bit back yet another wave of nausea. ::

Skyfire: Alright, folks. Ask your questions and I'll answer them as best as I can...

Johnson: Everything I saw said all the mutations would be fatal, yeah?

DeVeau : Yes. Any thoughts, Chy?

Skyfire: I don't know. They've all been different, with one similarity. This is terminal.

:: Alora let out a low whistle. CD didn't have to be standing close to read her expression: not the best news he could have delivered. ::

Johnson: I couldn't really tell. Best guess on how long someone might survive if infected?

DeVeau: Well, that could vary, but based on what I’ve seen...three days at most. In addition, how the mutations occurred differed with every sample.

Skyfire: Each one looks gruesome no matter which way you look at it. Do you want me to go through the list?

:: He bit his lower lip. He swallowed hard, dreading their reactions. He once again felt the wave of nausea hit him, and had to fight a bit harder to keep it down as he stared at the screen. On one of the other screens where the bugs were not in display, he pulled up the text of what he had observed so far. His simulations were still running on the screen in front of him. ::

Johnson: No, cher, that's not necessary. At least for me.

DeVeau: Might as well. I want to know if your findings and interpretation match mine.

Skyfire: The longest simulation shows fatality at seventy two hours. All others have been significantly less.

:: He cast a worried glance to his old friend, Alora. Of all the miracles he'd pulled off in his time, he was good...but not that good. He was known amongst the Gorkon crew as Lazarus, but as he told Dassa, even he had limitations. Chythar was not a god, just stubborn when his friends were dying at his hand. He couldn't let it happen to Lael, and if he could prevent it, he wouldn't lose anyone on the Za either. He didn't want to think about what would happen if Alex got infested by one of these. Would that jade CD beyond all hope? End his career because he'd seen too much death? Force him into retirement as a civilian on the farm? ::

DeVeau: Then my data seems sound thus far.

Johnson: Everything okay, cher?

Skyfire: I'm fine...

oO If I watch him die... Oo

:: oO Hypocrite. Oo he told himself. Of all the phrases he hated using, all the ones he hated hearing when working with patients who really weren't fine at all, he had to go ahead and use this one. CD sighed heavily. What could he say? That he was too busy praying he would be able to save them from something like this? ::

:: He shook his head to clear it, to force the negative talk out of his mind. It took him nearly three minutes to recover enough to the point where he could speak again. ::

::Johnson’s eyes narrowed.::

Johnson: You sure?

Skyfire: Yeah. I just--- :: He hesitated for a moment as he replayed the staff meeting over in his mind. ::

Johnson: Okay, so how do we prevent an outbreak here, eh?

DeVeau: Well, first thing, keep these things in containment. I would do double backups just in case.

:: He nodded to that, his mind racing as he recalled the details of the first contact mission. ::

DeVeau: Next thing? I’d like to find a way to combat it, inoculate against it, something. We’ll need to study it further of course, but I want a way to deal with things should we run into this. If these people are now venturing out into space, they’re going to start interacting - after all, we’ve just met them. We’ll need to make sure this doesn’t become a problem.

:: It was too late, but he held his tongue as he sorted through the information in his head. If he spoke before he had fully thought out his words, he would likely wind up either talking too fast or making himself otherwise incoherent because he'd be talking in Russian, Japanese, Gaelic, or one of his other forms of linguistic stress levels. ::

Johnson: ?

DeVeau: I’ve only just started, so nothing yet, but with more brains added, I’m sure we’ll be able to figure something out between the two of us. Fortunately, these were caught by the transporter, so it’s not as if we have an issue on board at the moment.

Skyfire: No...but we may have a problem when the away team returns.

DeVeau / Johnson: ?

Skyfire:

They opted to take a shuttle

. Chances are that since we didn't get a chance to act with our guests while they were here, they couldn't provide us with any intel such as whether these things are a risk to our crew. To the best of my knowledge, nobody's given any concern to EVA suits either because we were still studying the

se

things

before we had a chance to recommend it.

DeVeau / Johnson: ?

Skyfire: Exactly.... The ones I know are on the away team include the captain, Vondaryan, Pandorn, and Blair. :: He paused and pinched the bridge of his nose. :: Computer, who of the Za's staff has ventured to the Pathfinder?

:: The computer recounted all the names of the away team, including a crewman or two that Chythar didn't recognize. He swallowed hard. Did they had time to warn the team before this became a problem? How would he react if Alex or Lael were claimed as victims? Would he be able to bring himself to honor a request to put them out of their misery, or force himself to leave the room because he couldn't watch? He tried desperately to center himself, another wave of nausea threatening to make an exit. He bit it back and winced this time, hoping nobody noticed. ::

DeVeau / Johnson: ?

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Lieutenant Chythar Skyfire
Medical Officer
USS Za, NCC-65305

O239002CS0

May 31, 2017

Can we nominate people who are currently on LOA?

May 29, 2017

Welcome! Hope you enjoy it here!

May 17, 2017

Welcome! Hope to see you around the fleet!

May 12, 2017

((Ruwon’s Office - Deck 4 - USS Za))

::Ruwon absently twirled the [...]tail glass in his hand as he read the reports in front of him. Their newest transfers had a history - a long one, both together and apart. The list of misadventures was longer than usual, though the whole ‘ended up in an alternate reality that nearly killed us all’ bit stuck out, to put it lightly.

And one, Skyfire, had a requirement for mandatory counselling.

Privately, Ruwon wondered if a few others in the crew couldn’t do with some of that, but he wasn’t going to force anyone onto the couch that wasn’t interested.

He set the glass aside as the man in question opened the door, right on time.::

Ruwon: Mister Skyfire. ::He smiled, broadly, and offered a hand.:: Counsellor Ruwon. It’s a bit late, but welcome to the Za.

:: Chythar smiled and took the offered hand when it was offered. He was never one for formality, though being called “mister” seemed so long ago. He hadn’t been called that since he first started in the academy, so it was a bit of a throwback for him. ::

Skyfire: Ah prefer the label “Doctor”, actually. :: He glanced between the couch and chair. :: Which do yeh prefer tae conduct business in?

Ruwon: The couch or chair is fine; whichever you prefer. Can I get you anything to drink?

Skyfire: Jasmine tea, please.

:: As he took a seat at the desk, he took a breath while the Romulan got the tea. Once it seemed Rin..no, Ruwon...was ready to begin, he began with the long boring part of his demographic information. He’d spent the better part of his morning memorizing the educational history, because counselors for whatever reason loved starting with all the boring stuff. ::

Skyfire: Lieutenant Chythar Daniel Skyfire, MD. Serial DC-981-851, medical officer, USS Za NCC-65305. Age discrepancy of one year in my records, which state ah’m 32. Actually 33. Current telepathic status, T4/E6. Educational history. Diploma, Roosevelt High, 238007.06. Doctor of medicine, University of Washington, 238402.05. Starfleet Academy, science - xenobiology major 239002.17. Sexual orientation, prefer not to answer.

:: It wasn’t because he didn’t like the question, as he knew it was a necessary part of these evaluations, but he didn’t want to jinx it. His relationship with Alex was still solid, just a bit strained since he mentioned the level of connection with Lael. ::

Ruwon: That all matches your records. ::He sipped from his own cup - black coffee, in his case - and flipped the PADD over, shoving it away across the desk.:: I’ve read them over. I suppose the best place to start is with what it is you’re here to see me about.

:: CD nodded faintly and allowed the counselor to begin with the interrogation questions in earnest as he considered some of the questions he was asked in his last mandatory meet the counselor discussion. As he began, his accent dropped. ::

Skyfire: Yes. Social anxiety, mild autism, and a list of loathing about as long as my forearm. Probably a bit of PTSD mixed in. My record doesn’t say it, but it’s probably there. Likely because of the time spent in the alternate universe. Hope to gain an outsider’s perspective on mental discipline which doesn’t involve mind melds.

Ruwon: Mind melds? ::He raised a curved eyebrow.:: You’ve tried those before, I take it?

:: Now, he actually had a good reason to explain. He took a sip of his tea and began slowly, his accent fading as he told his story. ::

Skyfire: My abilities began as limited to humans after treating a Dokkaran patient with a vision impairment. I somehow linked nervous systems with him, and he rewrote my genetics when I assisted him getting his sight back. Over the course of two years, my abilities morphed into what they currently are. I have strong connections with four people in total, 2 of which were formed out of freak accidents similarly to how I gained my gifts, and 2 which formed because I got close to them. In this universe, I used a specifically targeted set of melds to show my story to Saveron, in hopes that he’d be able to see what I went through and how I got them. Since then, I’ve used melds infrequently to gain temporary shielding help until we got stuck Over There. While we were trapped in the alternate universe, I met another Vulcan who wanted to help me gain control, so melded with him a couple times to learn additional techniques, which resulted in a fractured hand from anger when I smashed a table. When I returned here to this universe and on the Gorkon, I participated in a process known as the Exchange, which is some sort of El-Aurian telepathy with another counselor.The first time, it was fine. The second time, she lost control of it and exposed me to some of her memories of her family being assimilated by the Borg. I never want to go through anything like that again. I want help, but you’ll forgive me if I display reluctance for telepathic contact with your teaching.

:: He didn’t add that he needed this in order to sort out the mess he accidentally caused with Lael by refusing to let go. He hoped that Ruwon was understanding enough to provide the help he asked without engaging in the need to see his mind. ::

Ruwon: ::He laughed, softly.:: You don’t need to worry about that with me, trust me. I’m afraid I find such techniques, mmm - ::He paused a moment; the correct answer there was distasteful, fuelled by his own long-held fear of having other people in his head. In the end he went with a more diplomatic answer.:: Situational. If they haven’t worked for you in the past, there’s no reason to pursue them further.

::He set his cup down, running a thumb over the curved handle as he thought.::

Ruwon: It sounds as though your goal is mental discipline, then. Why are you pursuing that?

:: He raised a quizzical brow, but the reasons now were probably different than when he began receiving counseling. He had another sip of his tea as he contemplated an answer. ::

Skyfire: My mind is mostly a disorganized mess of chaos. All my mental training has either come from mind melds and the occasional Betazoid interaction. If my gifts are to be of any use to anyone besides myself, I need that structure and sense of control. If any of that will help me keep foreign influences out of my head, then it’s a welcome fringe benefit. I’m taking jiu-jitsu lessons, but it’s not helping with the mental part.

Ruwon: Well...I’m not sure I can help you improve your telepathic talents, as I’ve not been so blessed. But if control and calm is what you’re after…

::Ruwon sipped his coffee as he considered.::

Ruwon: There are many methods that are almost purely cerebral. Meditation, of course; programming, writing, and music can be helpful. Personally, I tend to lean towards music, but that’s personal taste. I suppose it would depend on your own interest and what form your mental chaos tends to take.

:: That made a lot of sense, though how writing and programming helped, he had no idea. He knew music had a purpose in this, but he hadn't considered it seriously enough to help with his meditation. ::

Skyfire: How do you figure?

Ruwon: ::He crossed his legs, steepling his fingers.:: Intrusive thoughts, night terrors, physiological distress…humans in particular have a lot of things that can lead to a feeling of lack of control.

:: That was true. There were many things in this whole business he didn’t have control over. One of them was apparently forming these sorts of empathic links with patients, as he didn’t want that to happen again. Although, now he thought about it...why didn’t one form with Quinn when he pulled her back from the brink of death four times? It didn’t make sense at the moment, but it probably would later. ::

Skyfire: Makes sense. What would you suggest?

Ruwon: For your purposes, a regimen of meditation, cerebral skills and self-control is where I would start.

Skyfire: Regimen of meditation already integrated into my days, along with incense and light meditative music. I do occasionally have nightmares, and my current meds are not helping with that.

Ruwon: Meditation isn’t necessarily so complex. ::He tilted his head slightly; medications being ineffective wasn’t surprising, exactly, but coming from a medical man it was a bit surprising.:: What medications are you currently taking?

:: CD nodded slightly as he considered, a lock of hair falling across an eye. He brushed it back behind his ear and ran his hand along his chin for a moment. When the question came up, he reached across the desk for the PADD and pulled his records with the prescription information in it before sliding it back to the counselor. ::

Skyfire: Anxiety meds, mostly. Any reading material you can recommend for either the skills or self control would be helpful.

Ruwon: Hmm. You mentioned music, incense, the meditation ceremony - do you find that effective? Can you do it easily?

:: Ceremony? A bit more formal than most regimens, perhaps, but it was working for him. Just not so much on the self control bits. ::

Skyfire: Yes. Sometimes more easily than others, but it’s all dependent on the circumstances. After code blues, meditation takes a lot longer. Otherwise on a low impact day, it’s a cakewalk.

Ruwon: Makes sense. What do you do in moments of immediate anxiety?

:: He reached under his collar to pull the chain of tags out and started rubbing them, offering a brief explanation from his previous posting. ::

Skyfire: In my work with my previous counselor, she had me on a behavioral therapy program. It started with a rock in my pocket. Once Alex gave me these, I’ve started rubbing them instead. :: He paused and realized he hadn’t explained what they were. :: His dog tags from his days as a marine.

Ruwon: So you use physical stimulation as a way to center your thoughts?

:: The doc’s brow furrowed thoughtfully and offered a silent nod, his fingers idly running over the pressed metal within his hand. It was probably not the best place to start, but it helped. ::

Ruwon: ::He nodded, as if in answer to the man’s silent affirmation.:: What sort of thought exercises do you do?

Skyfire: Haven’t tried any.

Ruwon: Really? ::Alright, that did surprise him.:: Are you familiar with the concept of centering?

:: He thought back to his days on the Garuda, and the work he did with his family after he returned from the alternate universe. After a minute or so of silent recollection, he nodded. ::

Skyfire: Yes.

Ruwon: In what form? ::He watched Skyfire curiously.::

Skyfire: Rhythmic breathing. It’s been a while since I last did it regularly. oO May need to start adding that to the meditation regimen again. Oo

::Ruwon nodded, considering. After a long moment he got to his feet, walking to the shelf behind his desk and pulling out a small stack of PADDs. He flipped through them as he sat back down.::

Ruwon: I think, given your goals, you might find the concept of physical centering useful. It’s a skill that can be difficult to acquire, but has quite a few benefits - especially with anxiety attacks.

::He found the PADD he was looking for and handed it over.::

Ruwon: It’s a focus on the purely physical - draining one’s mind of all conscious thought until you can focus single-mindedly on sensation.

:: CD’s brow furrowed as he accepted the device, then fired an inquisitive glance at the man before him. Purely physical techniques to gain mental control was probably the point, but Chythar was a bit of a skeptic. ::

Skyfire: And you think that, given what I’ve explained, this will help? Learning how to focus on sensation rather than a physical stimulus?

Ruwon: It may, yes. Learning to use your own body as your stimulus and having the mental control to shut down rushing, intrusive thoughts seems a good place to start. It’s similar to meditation, so I imagine you’ll be able to determine if you find it helpful fairly quickly.

:: Again, Chythar gave a nod. He was intrigued by the notion of being able to shut the thoughts down before losing his calm in high-stress situations. If he had to start somewhere, that’d probably be as good a place as any. ::

Skyfire: I’ll give it a go and get back to you. :: Then he paused and considered again. :: Do we need to adjust my meds, given this conversation?

Ruwon: Mm. I wouldn’t rule it out, but I’ll need other’s opinions. I’m not intimately familiar with medications, unfortunately. ::He smiled apologetically.:: But we have others on board who are. I’m sure we can safely make adjustments if you’d like to go that route.

:: As much as he didn’t like the idea of mentioning it, he knew Shira was aboard and could be of some assistance in this regard. ::

Skyfire: I’d recommend you touch base with Dr. Yishira Somlen, one of my previous counselors. She’s another recent transfer who is familiar with my case and meds.

:: He paused again, and decided not to bring up his other issue during this meeting. He’d seek advice on that one later. CD left out the part where she was the above-mentioned El-Aurian, but Ruwon would probably figure that out when they met. ::

Ruwon: ::He inclined his head.:: I will. I have to ask, though; would you prefer to continue seeing her?

Skyfire: I’d rather not. She’s a good person and all, but I’m not comfortable with her methods.

Ruwon: Understood. I’ll do what needs to be done to make sure you’re content. ::He smiled.:: I trust you’ll let me know if you feel uncomfortable?

Skyfire: :: nodding :: You can count on it.

Ruwon: I appreciate it. ::For a moment, the Romulan’s face shifted - a flicker of doubt, before returning to his typical placid look.:: Do you have any concerns about your current post? Being a medical officer offers a unique challenge, no?

Skyfire: It can, at times. No concerns about it at the moment. I am intrigued though that the present CMO is a jay-gee.

Ruwon: It’s an odd situation, to be sure - are you concerned about serving under her?

:: He nodded slightly in understanding of it being a unique situation. He knew he was only a medical officer here, but he had worn the title of CMO with distinction across a couple vessels now even before his demotion took effect. If he could be of any help to his boss, he would do so in a heartbeat. ::

Skyfire: No. Not looking to replace her, just looking to help her become more comfortable in the role. :: He paused thoughtfully, running a hand along his beard. :: Are you worried I will intimidate her somehow?

Ruwon: To be honest? ::He shrugged.:: Nurse Cattan is competent, but also new to her position. I’d be surprised if she wasn’t intimidated. That said - I don’t think that’s necessarily a bad thing.

Skyfire: oO She’s a nurse, but leading a department. Impressive. Oo

Ruwon: Sometimes people need an extra push to prove themselves. Perhaps you can supply that.

Skyfire: Totally understandable. I look forward to the challenge. Is there anything else you feel we should go over before I leave you to other appointments?

::Ruwon considered for a moment, glancing at the PADD in front of him. Then he smiled.::

Ruwon: I think that’s it for now. Try the techniques I mentioned; we can reconvene in a week, when I’ve had a chance to speak with Dr. Somlen. Does that work for you?

Skyfire: Aye, it does. Thank you for your time, counselor.

Ruwon: Any time. Let me know if you have any questions before then, Lieutenant.

:: He stood up and left Ruwon to his thoughts, deciding now was a good time for a stiff drink. He had a long overdue appointment with the barkeep. ::

===

Lieutenant Chythar Skyfire

Medical Officer

USS Za

O239002CS0

&

Ensign Ruwon

Counselor

USS Za

O239303T10

May 2, 2017

The month flew by, didn't it! Now that we're into May it's time for flowers and kudos for April:

Congratulations to Ens. Sorel Kaidun on his first article about the science of science fiction;
The Federation News Service contributed the monthly vessel reports once again, eight in all;
Cmdr. Brell & LtCmdr. Valdivia together submitted four Poll of the Week articles;
LtCmdr. Traenor submitted two Top Sims Contest articles;
LtCmdr. Jorey submitted two Featured Bio Contest articles;
Capt. Rahman submitted the article about monthly post totals;
Cmdr. Blair contributed an article about the Academy applications/graduates;
Cpt. Nugra wrote a writing workshop article;
and Admrl. Wolf submitted eleven articles, including the Jorey congratulations (congratulations!), a donation drive, a Lower Decks interview, donation thanks and the SciWorld reminder.

Thanks everyone! May is off to a strong start, so let's keep it going!

April 25, 2017

((Skyfire’s Quarters, USS Za))

:: It had seemed like forty eight hours since his conversation with Lael about nightmares. He was in between getting off work and getting ready for bed, just out of the shower when he heard a familiar chirp from his badge. He pulled on some sweat pants before going to answer it. ::

Alexander: =/\= Alexander to Skyfire. =/\=

Skyfire: :: He sighed and tapped his badge to reply. :: =/\= Go ahead, Dassa. =/\=

Alexander: =/\=You and I need to have a little chat.=/\=

Skyfire: oO Oh boy… Oo =/\= A’right. Ah’ll make the tea. =/\=

:: He wasn’t looking forward to a ribbing from Dassa, but after the last conversation it didn’t seem like he had much choice. It was going to be a long and drawn out conversation, he was sure. He got out a couple tea cups and a pot of tea when he heard the chime. ::

::She arrived quickly, having been waiting almost an hour for him to finish his shift, and pressed her thumb to the doorchime.::

Skyfire: Enter.

Alexander: ::steps inside, pinning him with a harsh stare:: She told me everything.

:: He had poured one cup of tea before noticing the stare hot enough to melt glaciers. ::

Skyfire: Alright...why are you mad at me?

::Dassa sighed. She was frustrated in general, really. Lael was miserable. She didn’t need an empathic connection with the woman to see that.::

Alexander: She’s miserable, Chythar. Surely you can see that.

Skyfire: Aye, but it’s nae my fault! She came tae me with nightmares last night and ah helped her through it. Ah was nae expectin’ there to be a crush on me involved.

Alexander: ::grimaces:: The way she tells it, it’s more complicated than that.

:: He nodded. That meant she knew about the connection, then. ::

Skyfire: Aye. She told you about that too, ah’m guessing...similar to what she had with you, but stronger. Final levels: T4/E4.

Alexander: ::grimaces:: She’s trying to play it off, like usual.

Skyfire: Again, nae my fault. :: He poured the other cup of tea and took a sip of his as he motioned to the empty space on the couch. ::

Alexander: ::sighs and sits down:: I know it’s not. You didn’t ask for this any more than she did. ::grimaces:: I should have never let go...and this wouldn’t be happening.

:: He sipped his tea, taking a long swallow of it and savoring its flavor to stall for time. Once he had finished it, he decided to address the frustration which seemed to be radiating off her. ::

Skyfire: Just the situation, then and not me specifically?

Alexander: ::grimaces:: I can only guess how hard this must be for her. I’ve been on the other side of the equation.

Skyfire: Any tips?

Alexander: ::grins wryly:: Not really. I mean, you saw how unsuccessfully I dealt with it. Jealous at every turn. ::shudders::

:: He closed his eyes and nodded, taking another sip of his tea. He still felt tense, and kind of terrible. But, his shields were up and he was doing his best to keep Lael from the effects. He was silent and contemplative for several moments. ::

Alexander: ::smiles wanly:: I wish I had a solution. But all you can do is ride it out and try not to pour salt in the proverbial wound.

:: He nodded again and exhaled slowly, letting himself breathe before taking another sip of tea. ::

::She laid her hand on top of his.::

Alexander: As hard as it is to believe right now, everything will turn out.

:: He set his mug back on the table and worried his lip for a moment. ::

Skyfire: Did she tell you about the onboard approximation to an expert on the matter?

:: He was referring to Somlen, but he was curious just how much Dassa was told about his conversation with Lael the previous night. ::

::Dassa’s features softened and she nodded. It had been like pulling teeth, but she’d gotten more details than she’d hoped for. Lael was an immensely private person and the only reason she’d been privy to the details from the other ‘verse is because of their empathic bond.::

Skyfire: Ah still haven’t come to a decision…

Alexander: I wish I could be of more help in that area, too, but I’m still struggling to get a rein on controlling my emotions. ::grimaces:: Since the surgery, I’ve been without my anchor. I’m so used to having Lael in my head to help me deal.

:: He didn’t know how to answer her. None of his connections, save for Alex, were on the ship. Truth be told, they weren’t anchors either, the connections just existed. Instead of formulating a response, he had another sip of tea and ran his fingers deftly over the tags again. ::

Alexander: ::sighs:: You and Lael both...you know how to get yourselves into some serious messes.

Skyfire: :: flippantly :: Come off it...ah didnae as to be on the away missions when stuff exploded and required yeh to do the surgery thing…

Alexander: ::pauses:: What’s going on...it is just one sided, isn’t it?

Skyfire: Not that ah ken of. Ah feel her all the time….and ah’ve been putting in extra effort to shield.

Alexander: ::shakes her head:: That’s not what I meant.

:: He raised a brow. ::

Skyfire: Elaborate, please?

Alexander: ::pauses:: What Lael feels for you…

:: On the one hand, he was with Alex and happy. On the other hand, Lael was one of his best friends and losing her would cause a degree of pain he wasn’t sure he knew how to handle. How it pertained to Dassa though was unknown. ::

Skyfire: She’s one of my best friends. Almost like the little sister ah never had.

::Dassa grimaced. Hearing it out loud sealed it. There was no way out of this for Lael but through it. It would be painful...possibly a repeat of what she’d been through with Jansen. Dassa only hoped that the breaking of their connection wouldn’t make it harder for her to help her.::

:: He watched her expression, his own stoic and curious. Why she was so damn interested in something that he couldn’t clearly explain, he had no idea. ::

Alexander: ::pauses:: You have no idea, do you?

Skyfire: Please, enlighten me. :: He wasn’t trying to be flippant, but this conversation had not provided any enlightenment so far. ::

Alexander: Imagine what you feel for Alex. Multiply it by two and add that to what Lael already felt for you before this whole thing. That’s what she’s dealing with.

:: He managed to keep the surprise off his face, but not out of his muscles as they tensed up. Now he was just trying to make it through the conversation. He didn’t really have a response to that. Again, not his fault… but still disconcerting. ::

Alexander: She’s trying to sort through all of that to figure out what her feelings are. ::grins wryly:: With the strength of your connection, I’m surprised you haven’t gotten a blast of it.

Skyfire: Remember the part where ah said ah was putting in extra effort to shield? Far as ah ken, it works both ways.

Alexander: ::sighs:: I guess she’s been more open with me. I had to meditate nightly when she and I were still connected to sort through things.

:: He understood that all too well. He meditated nightly because he had to in order to keep ahold of his gifts, not just because of the emotional connections he formed with Sal, Alex and Ris. Now, with this added connection, and the extra effort he had been putting in as a precaution more for himself, it was more mandatory than ever. Again, instead of answering, he gave a nod. ::

::Dassa regarded him for a few moments, not sure what else she could say. She’d come here in hopes of helping her friends, but it seemed all she’d done is make things worse.::

Skyfire: What are you after, Dassa? Ah barely understand what the hell happened.

Alexander: I was only trying to help. ::grimaces:: She’s really hurting and without our connection, I don’t have a way to help. She’s sealed herself off from me completely. She won’t talk to Anjar, Leya, or Michael either.

Skyfire: And our chat did….not help, ah’m guessin’.

:: None of the names she rattled off rang any bells, except Anjar. He continued listening, though. ::

Alexander: ::grimaces:: She hasn’t talked to me since just after the surgery...not really. I finally had a bit of a breakthrough earlier tonight, but she still won’t let me inside her head. I’m only relaying what she’s told me...and what I know from experience.

:: Trapped between a rock and a hard place, he was. The rock being the fact he was in a committed relationship with Alex, the hard place being the fact Lael’s harboring feelings for him beyond that of a simple crush. ::

Skyfire: Ah’m not sure what else to say, really.

Alexander: ::murmurs:: Me either.

:: He sipped the last of his drink in silence, breaking eye contact and feeling confused. On the one hand, he didn’t want to cause more harm than he had already. On the other, he didn’t want to complicate his relationship with Alex any further than it already was. This just...it was a new dimension to their next conversation he had to have. ::

Alexander: ::sighs:: I’m worried about her, Chythar. Just when she was starting to get past things with Jansen, this had to come up.

Skyfire: Doesn’t make me feel any better either, lass. Ah’m worried about her too, but ah’m only human. Nothin’ much ah can say tae make this better. Even Lazarus has limitations.

::Dassa nodded, her gaze dropping to her hands. She missed Tobian most in moments like this.::

:: He was silent again, keeping his gaze on the teacup. His body was still tense, and he was now wordless. Completely. He had a couple friends he couldn’t help at the moment because he wasn’t made of magic. ::

---
PNPC LtJG Dassa Alexander, PD, PDS
Medical Officer
USS Za
I238110RH0

&

Lieutenant Chythar Skyfire
Medical Officer
USS Za
O239002CS0

April 5, 2017

There's very little canon about Vissians, so there's not much to stereotype. I'm happy to build my own character.

April 1, 2017

Spring is here (for many of us) so let's congratulate everyone who helped shepherd in this great time.

The Federation News Service contributed the monthly vessel reports once again, eight in all;
Cmdr. Brell & LtCmdr. Valdivia together submitted four Poll of the Week articles;
LtCmdr. Traenor submitted two Top Sims Contest articles;
LtCmdr. Jorey submitted two Featured Bio Contest articles;
Capt. Taybrim wrote one Fleet Chat reminder;
Capt. Rahman submitted two articles, one about monthly post totals and the other an FNS cross-post;
Capt. Holly contributed an article about the Podcast;
and Admrl. Wolf submitted nine articles, including the Brell congratulations (congratulations!), two player interviews, donation thanks and the whitelisting tutorial.

Thanks everyone! This isn't an April Fool's, either, I really mean that!

March 7, 2017

February flew by. Unfortunately, many of us were busy being sick, working or being otherwise engaged, so we missed a few days of posts. For those who were healthy enough and had enough time to post something, thanks so much!

The Federation News Service contributed the monthly vessel reports once again, eight in all;
LtCmdr. (at the time) Brell & LtCmdr. Valdivia together submitted two Poll of the Week articles;
LtCmdr. Traenor submitted two Top Sims Contest articles;
LtCmdr. Jorey submitted two Featured Bio Contest articles;
Capt. Taybrim wrote two Fleet Chat reminders;
Capt. Rahman submitted two articles, one about monthly post totals and the other an FNS cross-post;
and Admrl. Wolf submitted two more articles.

Thanks everyone for their contributions!

March 5, 2017

((First Officer’s Quarters, Deck 2 -- USS Za))

::Trellis sat at the desk in his quarters, subspace communicator at the ready. He was excited to have his weekly conversation with Zaina. He had a lot to talk to her about. This last mission had been quite emotionally, physically and psychologically draining. He needed the Risian’s good spirits and happy face to help cheer him up. A good glass of wine or three wouldn’t be a bad thing, either. For the moment, though, he’d willingly accept Zaina’s beaming face. He was sure she had a lot to talk to him about, too.

::He hit the call button and waiting patiently for the relays to connect. While waiting he looked over at the chess set on the table in the corner. It was his move in his correspondence game and he was analyzing his options. Another board was on another section of the table. That was for his regular games with Kaitlyn and other members of the crew. Finally, after what seemed like minutes, he saw the blonde hair of his long-distance girlfriend appear. He grinned when he saw her.::

Vondaryan: Hello! Am I glad to see you!

Zaina: Trellis! ::She beamed:: It’s so good to see you!

::It really was. The Academy had been everything she had hoped, and at the same time so much more than she had expected. It was certainly exhausting, and with her term finally complete she was enjoying some down time at her brothers beach house, sitting on the deck and enjoying the warm sun of Little Risa while Antero and the rest of the stations senior staff were off saving the universe. Or whatever it was they were up to, it was slightly above the cadets clearance level. Thankfully the massive Pina Colada next to her was working wonders to help her not worry about it. Now she had something even better though, losing herself in those dreamy blue eyes. She only wished she could wrap herself up in his arms and take in his scent.::

::He sniffed the tea he held up to his nose as she spoke. It was aromatic, with a hint of orange spice and moba fruit. It was an intriguing mix which he had to admit he rather liked.::

Vondaryan: How was your first full term at the Academy? Have you got your finals results back yet?

Zaina: Yeah! I did alright. The basic engineering classes were a lot of fun, but some of the other core classes like TAC110 didn’t go all that well…::She deflated a bit, averting her gaze:: Thankfully the phasers all default to stun, so the instructor ended up being fine...

Vondaryan: ::he chuckled:: That wasn’t exactly what I expected to hear, actually. But good to hear nonetheless.

Zaina: Oh ::She slumped her cheek into her hand.:: and History of the Federation? Ugh, way too many Stardates to remember.

Vondaryan: I was being serious about getting the answer keys for you. ::he tapped a few buttons on the display:: It wouldn’t be much of a problem and you would have lots of extra time for other activities.

Zaina: ::She giggled:: Great idea until I get caught. Only one of us is smooth enough to be a master spy. ::She stuck out her tongue with a little smirk.:: Besides, I’ve managed to get by so far. I even joined a casual volleyball league.

Vondaryan: ::he raised his eyebrows:: You have been busy. I hadn’t realized.

Zaina: Yeah, but I like it. It’s better than being stuck working at the family resort my whole life. People here see as more than just a person to give their drink order. ::She gave him a happy smile.:: It’s nice.

Vondaryan: How’d your brother take the news?

::Trellis had fond memories of Antero Flynn. They both had a love of fun and drinking, among other things. It was amazing how similar Vissians and Risians were. Probably why he really liked Flynn’s sister.::

Zaina: Antero didn’t really take the news well, but he came around. Once he accepted it he showed me a lot of support. ::Shrug:: Plus I guess he realized I would be getting a lot of the same outcast treatment that he got for joining.

Vondaryan: ::he chuckled:: I’m sure you get much better treatment. ::he smirked:: After all, you’re WAAY cuter than he is.

Zaina: Your sweet. ::A gentle smile.:: But i’m sure we have MUCH more interesting things to talk about. By which I mean you. ::A playful smirk:: How are your adventures in deep space? Been staying out of trouble I hope.

::He frowned. While technically true that he hadn’t been in trouble -- thankfully he’d remained parasite free throughout -- the last mission had been tough nonetheless. He didn’t especially want to talk about it at the moment so took a sip of his tea instead.::

Vondaryan: I don’t get in trouble… But it has a habit of following me around. ::he snorted:: Just another day in the life of a Starfleet officer, really.

Zaina: Sounds like that’s something I’ll have to get used to when I graduate. ::She sat up as she took a sip from her iced beverage..::What’s it like being a first officer? Are your quarters nice?

Vondaryan: ::he tilted his head:: Oddly, quite similar to being an intelligence officer. Lots of paperwork, sifting through reports and gathering the right information for the right situation. ::he chuckled:: Though this time I get to be more open about it. ::he smiled:: My quarters are about the same size as back on Ops. Lots of chess sets around and even a small workspace for my engineering projects.

Zaina: I bet your bed is huge. ::She gave him a devious grin.:: Have someone to help you keep it warm?

::He blinked at his girlfriend. Why would she be asking such a thing? Before he had left Ops they’d agreed to continue their relationship long-distance. Did she suspect something different? Why would she think that?::

Vondaryan: ::he blinked again:: Um, no. I’ve actually been quite lonely without you here.

::Her heart broke a little at his expression. It wasn't a feeling of guilt, but of familiarity. From the moment the pair met the chemistry between them was obvious. Their relationship blossomed into something beautiful, and while their time together was rather short lived, being with him made her heart soar.

Once he was reassigned though, she was filled with a very different feeling. The kind of feeling that was so obvious to her friends like Theo, Mirra and Aitas that she had been dragged out of the beach house more than once.

Her eyes wandered to the damaged exocomp unit that he had bought for her at the Curious Bauble. It was a project that she was thrilled to undertake with her new sweetheart, but with his departure it she couldn't bring herself to work on it without it being a reminder of his absence.

As it turned out, long distance was hard...::

Zaina: Trellis…::She left out a soft little sigh, wishing she could hold her hand to the side of his face as she gazed into those brilliant blues..:: I’ve been lonely too. I just feel like maybe we need to go easier on ourselves.

Vondaryan: What did you have in mind?

Zaina: I want us to embrace the time we had together, and the time yet to come. But maybe the time in between we shouldn’t close ourselves off to the comfort of others? I just don’t know if pining for each other all the time is doing us any favors..

::Well. That was unexpected. Not entirely unprecedented in either of their cultures, necessarily, but unexpected.::

Vondaryan: ::smirking playfully:: Does this mean you’ve got someone in mind at the Academy?

Zaina: Well, not really…::She matched his smirk.:: Would you really want to know if I did?

::He pursed his lips, considering. He was still a little shocked at her proposal, truth be told. He had grown to like and perhaps even love her in the short time they were together. While he wasn’t typically a jealous person, did he really want to hear about his girlfriend’s love life outside of him? He thought better of it.::

Vondaryan: ::he chuckled:: No, probably best I don’t. I don’t have anyone on the Za in mind, but I haven’t been looking, either. ::he sighed:: It does make sense, though. I believe there’s an old Earth saying: ‘What happens on Vega stays on Vega.’ ::he shrugged:: So I guess we’ll consider this our time on Vega, until we see each other again.

Zaina: ::Grinning:: Well rest assured, there isn’t anyone on Ops half as handsome or clever as my trelly bear.

Vondaryan: Trelly bear? ::he raised his eyebrows in surprise::

Zaina: ::A mock frown.:: What? All healthy couples must have lovey dovey nicknames that they embarrass each other with. ::She gave a serious nod.:: It’s a fact.

Vondaryan: ::he chuckled again:: Oh, well then by all means, let’s get nicknames. I am, after all, a fan of facts. ::he tilted his head:: Just not ‘Trelly bear,’ okay?

Zaina: ::She giggled.:: Well I did say embarrass each other. Besides, you can pay me back with my own little nickname.

Vondaryan: How about Zay-zay? Or Zany? ::he pursed his lips:: No, too plain. Zaney poo?

::He gave a sour face. Even he didn’t like that.::

Zaina: Well I do tend to be a bit Zaney, ::She scrunched her nose.:: but maybe a version with less poo in it.

Vondaryan: Well, I’m open to suggestions.

Zaina: Hey, I can’t pick my own! ::She grinned:: You just gotta use that officer thinking and come up with something.

Vondaryan: I’ve never had to give anyone a lovey dovey nickname before. This is new to me. ::he grinned:: It’s a good thing I like new experiences, then, isn’t it my Zanthi fever. ::he shook his head.:: No, that’s not good at all, is it.

::Sometimes he was too literal and linear for his own good. He was really struggling with this nickname issue.::

::She let out an amused laugh which relaxed its way into an expression that portrayed her deep affection for the man. She met his eyes, as best she could through a subspace feed.::

Zaina: You are way too far away. ::She shot him a little pout.:: I miss you.

::He sighed. She had a point. Sometimes he regretted his new posting. Those times were few and far between, but sometimes. Usually when he was alone in bed or talking to Zaina. Still, the fact that they could speak was great. They’d be back together soon, too, he hoped. The years would be gone before he knew it and he’d be back with Zaina.::

Vondaryan: I miss you too. ::he kissed his fingers then put them to the screen. It was the best he could do for now.::

--
Zaina Flynn
Engineering Cadet
Starbase 118
As simmed by:

Lieutenant Commander Antero Flynn
Chief Helm Officer
Starbase 118 Ops
C239205AF0

and

Lieutenant Commander Trellis Vondaryan
First Officer
USS Za
O239208TV0

February 3, 2017

We almost hit our daily goal for January. The State of the Federation Address (SOTFA) happened and, generally speaking, we're in good shape. Let's continue that for 2394 and beyond! So, without further ado, the kudos:

Congratulations to Ens. Francis Ryan for contributing his first article, a Lower Decks interview;
LtCmdr. Rustyy Hael wrote an article for the Species Spotlight;
The Federation News Service contributed the monthly vessel reports once again, eight in all;
LtCmdr. Brell & LtCmdr. Valdivia together submitted three Poll of the Week articles;
LtCmdr. Traenor submitted two Top Sims Contest articles;
LtCmdr. Jorey submitted two Featured Bio Contest articles;
Capt. Taybrim wrote one Witty Wordsmith article;
Cmdr. Blair submitted the monthly apps & grads count;
Capt. Rahman submitted two articles, one about monthly post totals and the other an FNS cross-post;
and Admrl. Wolf submitted seven articles, including the SOTFA, leadership roles and vacancies, promotions and more.

Let's keep the new year going strong. Thanks everyone for their contributions!

January 27, 2017

I'd like to volunteer from the Za if no one else has yet.

January 26, 2017

((Ruwon’s Quarters - Deck 14 - USS Za))

[Time Index - 3 Hours After ‘Mother’s’ Death]

::Ruwon got back to his quarters late at night - certainly far after his shift had ended. Given the circumstances of the firefights and the invasion, he didn’t doubt he’d be up again in just a few hours.

But he had one rather pressing issue to deal with before he collapsed. He stood just inside the door and looked around his silent apartments. The lights had dimmed automatically as ‘night’ set in, and to most the place would have looked untouched. His cold cup of coffee still sat on the kitchen table. A book lay on the couch. The door to his bedroom was open, the sheets undisturbed since he’d folded them back into order that morning.

Ruwon knew the place a bit better by now, though. The couch retained the creases along the arms it’d had this morning. The ottoman was still underneath the coffee table. The kitchenette cabinets were still open from when Ditala hadn’t been able to find her favorite cup.

There was one tell, though: a slight smear of rubber on the glass top of the lounge’s side table. Ruwon walked up to it, balancing on one knee and reaching up to the ceiling above.

He knocked three times on the ceiling panel, then drummed it with his fingers. A few moments later, it slid back.

Looking down at him from the dark void above were the glittering eyes of Ditala. She took only a second to make sure it was him before she ducked out of sight and pulled the panel all the way back. ::

Ditala: Dad! You took forever!

Ruwon: ::He held his arms up to her as she swung her legs out:: Sorry, Arrie. Things were complicated this time around.

Ditala: No kidding? I was in here for...for forever! Wait, hold on - ::She reached behind her in the hidey-hole and pulled out a disruptor.:: Take this first.

::Ruwon set the gun aside before helping the girl down. She braced herself on his shoulders so she could click the entrance back into place; it sealed against the other panels invisibly, hiding the fact Ruwon had carefully cut it loose over a month ago.::

Ditala: What happened?

Ruwon: ::He put her down on the floor, standing up. She then took stock of him - the dirty uniform, his messed up hair, the circles under his eyes.:: Hijacking, Arrie. By worms.

Ditala: ::Ditala wrinkled her nose.::...right. Sure.

Ruwon: It’s a bit more complex than that. But they’re all dead now. ::He sagged onto the couch. It’d never felt so welcome.::

Ditala: ::She frowned.:: How many of ours did it take to accomplish that?

Ruwon: ::He reached out and ruffled her hair.:: One dead.

Ditala: Just one?

Ruwon: It’s something of a miracle, given the circumstances.

::Ditala picked up her gun and set the safety before turning it off, her face a mix of uncertainty and impassiveness. ::

Ruwon: Arrie - we’ve got a new rule.

Ditala: ::She looked up.:: We do?

Ruwon: Yes. ::He sat back up again.:: We need a password.

Ditala: Why?

Ruwon: ::He hesitated, running a hand over his face.:: Let’s just say there’s a chance when I come to get you, I might not be...me.

::His daughter eyed him thoughtfully, then nodded.::

Ditala: Okay. ::She thought for a moment.:: Pufferfish.

Ruwon: Pufferfish.

Ditala: We’ll change it monthly?

Ruwon: ::Ruwon nodded, then smirked slightly.:: Why pufferfish?

Ditala: ::She shrugged.:: We learned about them in class today. If you eat ‘em wrong, they’ll kill you.

::He laughed softly - tiredly. He wanted to sleep...well, take a shower and then sleep. Maybe he could sleep in the shower stall...he sat up and looked at his daughter with what might have been fatherly concern, had he had the face for it.::

Ruwon: Did you do your homework?

Ditala: Dad! I was in that crawlspace for - for hours!

Ruwon: ...and?

Ditala: I didn’t have much else to do, so….

Ruwon: ::He ruffled her hair.:: That’s my girl.

PNPC Ditala

Child / Civilian

USS Za

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Ensign Ruwon

Counselor

USS Za

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January 23, 2017

As CBS itself said, I'd rather have it be good than rushed. I don't mind waiting as long as it's actually good.

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