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Clase Drene

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  1. I do not expect only act, I need not expect anything at all.. it is all action - this is a must... otherwise nothing ,,, not one thing will change. ;)

  2. Nothing is perfect... I am nothing but - I am not perfect.. the first cause does not exist... because for the first cause to exist It would have a beginning and an end.. a cause and an effect - both cause and effect are one thereby the beginning is the end is the beginning ... this is not the cause. - this is the reason.

  3. Woken up so that I am awakened - say morning world - it is a "new" day.. :)

  4. I need to be in the right now... any other "now" is wrong... you know?

  5. Oh joy. I am going diabetically blind,,,besides having one of those sucky lives now I am to eventually not get to see anything, or anybody - I know my life is getting worse, there is no cup neither half full or half empty -

  6. going in part two.

  7. Been focusing too intensely on the God of suicide and I am just going to assume that this is not what everyone else is doing? Which sorta adds to feeling lonely,. Alone and cast-out for being and also Knowing what a life of torture really is,.. I can not tell if posting these current thoughts is helping me at all,.. With The constantly increasing isolationism's feeding itself with itself followed by night terrors again and over again,, sleeping is, really useless -- mind tricks that torture...

  8. Do you watch/keep up with ,,, the news? and if so ,, How?

  9. 5 or more new voices talking in my head right now,.. Mocking my every word,..it is difficult to see how people are grateful about,.. Anything - still I go on , there is no joy in my life it is merely just a mockery of my choices,..and how I live,..@@@@ I do not curse them for fear of the real people striking back, as the have in a grand misunderstanding ,,,

  10. temporal - time/focused thoughts developed by crunching time/\loops out of their realities (both negative and positive realities of a non-special type and nature) were is the reason and logic now.? the random loss of meaning and ambiguous verifications of nothingness is understood for what they are. usually we just carry on ... our luggage and leave the rest.

  11. setting up a TIME LAB in my bedroom were I will be making, extra time allotments from time to time.. :)

  12. We are inventing new lives again :)

  13. We all like pancakes! How do you eat your pancakes?? I eat mine with diet syrup and real butter.. usually with milk.. :)

  14. my psychiatrist explained I do not sleep correctly I did not know there was a correct way to sleep.. I like to sleep on my left side sorta crunching my heart on the left side and thus putting me to sleep... I was told I could end up having symptoms of my disease 'they' call schizo-effective.. I like my diseases... enjoy the symptoms... and use said symptoms as a force of emotions in my artistry... otherwise there really is very little emotions left for me to feel ,, usually.. My dr. would ra...

  15. so today I wake up and feel sick,, go back to sleep.., then the person I ate dinner with last nite tells me they puked it all up,, well I did not get that sick but I felt sick all day long I don't know, the Chinese food tasted good but had a weird effect - I noticed it after I ate.. then I was sick yuck ,, I guess I still like Chinese food but ,, I don't know why it made me sick.. we may never know.

  16. so so so... I spent the last for hours from 7pm to now 11 pm trying to get my midi to work... I still do not know why the "correct" configuration did not work... but I took all the connectors all the midi options all the different MIDI settings (lost my mind a few times) and it still did not work so I went back... to the original configuration that originally did not work and then - it works - you know the one it was in when I started and it did not work.. four hours wasted now I am too tied...

  17. Once maybe twice when I was a radish I would grow to the light, then the light stopped I waited for the light, just to help me grow but it never came back ever so I stopped growing and died,.. Maybe once or twice...,,

  18. how does one love love or live life living life.. see the one true thing as trueand the one.. it is all one it is all now one now won now no-won nowon mew

  19. I am a professional human specializing in managing my feelings. What is your occupation?

  20. four of them what is the best one? what one..????

  21. ok Got a big response to that ,,, dribble I put out about the college nightmare from hell... but it was true.. :)so here is a new post just done at that same forum about things and such..in response to Robert Maxwell..Robert Maxwell wrote: Have you tried discovering a smooth function in the eigenvalues of Sobolev spaces? That's where I'd start.my response.. :)Using the Banach–Tarski paradox in the Sobolev space, not only can eigenvalues and there following vector equations be sm...

  22. i don't know why to post this stuff but... welll since no one knows how to read and or care usually it does not matter what I post yep so about the decision to stop the life support on Dad. a forum post conversation going on .. at a different corner of the net.Re: I'm checking in! Coffee and cookies edition!^ yes It it was finials week at Rutgers and I was taking 18.5 credits... Oh and as well had my first psychotic break from reality at the time because the voices in my head were too d...

  23. You imagine me sipping champagne from your bootFor taste of your elegant prideGD-hell in a bucket..this always sounded like,,, for a taste of your elegant PIE,..today I mean today like five seconds ago I found the "correct" lyric.. maybe..So have you ever done that...????if so post it here so I can see some silliness... excuse me while I kiss this guy...? AHHHH no.,, oh Sky.. yepcranberry sauce..go on post your funnies.. :)

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